A brand new beginning!
یک سالی می شود که چیزی ننوشته ام. شاید از این به بعد دوباره شروع به نوشتن
کنم و از تجربیاتم در رابطه با زندگی و تحصیل ام در اروپا برایتان بنویسم.
What is love? For the rabble love is a kind of variety, a transient vulgarity; the rabble's conception of love is best found in their obscene ditties, in prostitution and in the foul idioms they use when they are halfway sober, such as "shoving the donkey's foreleg in mud," or "putting dust on the head." My love for her, however, was of a totally different kind. "La Chouette Aveugle"
یک سالی می شود که چیزی ننوشته ام. شاید از این به بعد دوباره شروع به نوشتن
کنم و از تجربیاتم در رابطه با زندگی و تحصیل ام در اروپا برایتان بنویسم.
Runaway
Nobody said it would be easy
Nobody gives you guarantees
'Cause a heart can always be broken
And there can be no loving without tears
Runaway to a place where nobody knows
Runaway, gotta let this feeling go
Runaway if I can't find love
I gotta runaway
Nobody's looking for perfection
How could they give it in return?
But I told my heart to believe you
And you just gave your love to anyone
Runaway to a place where nobody knows
Runaway, gotta let these feelings go
Runaway 'cause I don't want to hurt anymore
Though my heart is always searching
If I can't find love I gotta runaway
Runaway
Runaway
Runaway
If I can't find love
If I can't find love
'Cause a heart can always be broken
And there can be no loving without tears
Runaway to a place where nobody knows
Runaway, gotta let these feelings go
Runaway and I don't want to hurt anymore
Though my heart is always searching
If I can't find love I gotta runaway
Runaway, runaway
If I can't find love, I gotta runaway
Runaway, runaway
I gotta run, I gotta runaway
If I can't find love
If I can't find love
If I can't find love
If I can't find love
Runaway by CHER
How I needed you
How I bleed now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone
I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way
Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve
In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
And somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
I wished, I wished you could have stayed
.
بعد گفت: " این هم خوب است، خیلی خوب است. این جمله را گوش کنید:
" از رنج کشیدن باید مغرور بود، هر رنجی نشانه ای از مقام والای ماست."
چه خوب! هشتاد سال قبل از نیتچه! اما این آن جملهای نیست که منظور
من بود. صبر کنید، پیدایش کردم. بله: " غالب مردم قبل از این که شنا کردن
بتوانند نمی خواهند شنا کنند! اینها را برای خشکی آفریده اند نه برای دریا
و طبیعی هم هست که نخواهند فکر کنند؛ آخر اینها را برای زندگی کردن خلق
کرده اند نه برای فکر کردن! بله، و هرکس فکر می کند و فکر برایش بیش از
همه چیز اهمییت پیدا کرده است، در این مرحله می تواند کار را به جای باریک
برساند. اما به هر حال چنین فردی هم آب را با خشکی اشتباه کرده است و
بالاخره روزی غرق خواهد شد."
گرگ بیابان – هرمان هسه – ترجمه ی کیکاووس جهانداری